Friday, June 03, 2005

Paradoxes and Ironies

Just realised today that my blog is more than one year old. Wow!! well done dude, you actually *managed* to keep it updated.(more or less) Ok at least there is an average of 2 entries per month. Heh heh....

Been feeling rather moody recently. Perhaps i am disappointed, perhaps i have come to self-realisation. Maybe reality hit too soon??? I don't know. But one thing for sure, I will not accept what is at the surface to be true, and to push and fight on rather than fade to oblivion, living the life of an average man with average abilities with an average life. Funny isn't it? The ordinary man always wanted to be extraordinary while the extraordinary man always wanted to be the ordinary man? Irony???? Paradox????

I do believe in fate and destiny but i also believe that we can choose to not accept them. We are what we made ourselves to be.

Idealistic??? Fighting a battle that you can never win?

Random thoughts floating around.... Somehow i feel that its more and more difficult to articulate how i feel. As a result??? ---> surpressed......


Its funny how often we overlook the finer things in life. Things that would normally would have been thought of as nice has now become mandatory. Expectations increases with time. Are we taking things for granted??? Are we recieving less or are we just actually expecting more???

Life is full of paradoxes....
Anakin caused the death of the very person he so sought to protect by trying to prolong her life.

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