Haven got the time to blog recently.... got damn busy and tied up with work. Been staying in school for more than 14 hours on the average each day for the past week. Think that this has taken a toll me and i am feeling extremely tired these days and had trouble keeping myself awake withoug caffine. Ha.......
On the brighter side, managed to steal a few hours away to the Tango bar in Holland V. Not a bad place i might say, but i would rather chill out at Eski Bar. But it was too crowded then. Some other time perhaps. Its really nice to take a little break and have some drinks to chill. Yeah!!! Looking forward to catching a movie this wednesday. Its the Andy Lau movie.
Okok back to my books.......
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Thursday, October 13, 2005
sad....
Feeling disturbed and unsettled for the past week.... Work stress?? Personal problems??
Just hope that things will cool off after awhile. Think i shouldn't say anything for now. Combination of stress and anger could make things worst. Best to wait awhile....
I don't want to say the wrong things again..... I don't want to say things i do not mean when i am angry again.....
Wondered how many times things that i had said in a spate of anger have caused hurt to friends and love ones around me???
To the victims of my viscious tongue of anger, i offer my sincere apologies....
:(
Just hope that things will cool off after awhile. Think i shouldn't say anything for now. Combination of stress and anger could make things worst. Best to wait awhile....
I don't want to say the wrong things again..... I don't want to say things i do not mean when i am angry again.....
Wondered how many times things that i had said in a spate of anger have caused hurt to friends and love ones around me???
To the victims of my viscious tongue of anger, i offer my sincere apologies....
:(
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Programming blues....
I am currently trying to do the recording function of my musical keyboards but somehow, stuff that i stored into an array seemed to get lost in some blackhole and cannot be found!!!!!
stuck yet AGAIN!
I feel like.....
1)Throwing myself out of the window......
2)Banging my head against the wall.....
3)Screaming my lungs out.....
4)Shooting cockroaches.....
5)Drinking a cup of coke....
Think i shall settle for option 5.
Its the safer choice.....
stuck yet AGAIN!
I feel like.....
1)Throwing myself out of the window......
2)Banging my head against the wall.....
3)Screaming my lungs out.....
4)Shooting cockroaches.....
5)Drinking a cup of coke....
Think i shall settle for option 5.
Its the safer choice.....
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Definition of a undergrad
An Undergrad is a person who is usually broke and always sleepless due to many late nights studying or partying. He or she will always look forward to graduation until he or she found out the horrors of the working world and wish that time would reverse itself.
crap.............
crap.............
terrorist again....
sigh...
another bomb, more innocent dead.... Once again this is a constant reminder that the nightmare that begins from september 11 have not ended and might never will.
When will this end??? I wonder what is happening in those terrorist's mind. Mislead beliefs or pure evil? Nevertheless they must be evil at heart in the first place to be mislead by a senseless faith that is so unoxthrodox, that urges them to do evil, to take innocent lives, to impose their own beliefs onto others, all in the false name of their God.
So much destruction, i sometimes wonder if religion is really relevant in today's world. Looking back at history, religion has directly caused many wars. The Christian Crusade during the Middle ages is one example. I wonder how many people were killed? Countless of people in the past were punished by death based on religious beliefs. I wondered if religion really bring peace to this world. Does God exist??? Is he relevant? I used to attend church, but with all these questions around me that goes unanswered, i find it hard to accept the faith. When i was in church, i saw many people subjected to blind faith as well. This is scary. They don't question what they believe, they don't evaluate if its relevant, they just follow, as thought whatever the pastor said, is the word of God himself. What if the pastor is a devil in disguised here to mislead us???
another bomb, more innocent dead.... Once again this is a constant reminder that the nightmare that begins from september 11 have not ended and might never will.
When will this end??? I wonder what is happening in those terrorist's mind. Mislead beliefs or pure evil? Nevertheless they must be evil at heart in the first place to be mislead by a senseless faith that is so unoxthrodox, that urges them to do evil, to take innocent lives, to impose their own beliefs onto others, all in the false name of their God.
So much destruction, i sometimes wonder if religion is really relevant in today's world. Looking back at history, religion has directly caused many wars. The Christian Crusade during the Middle ages is one example. I wonder how many people were killed? Countless of people in the past were punished by death based on religious beliefs. I wondered if religion really bring peace to this world. Does God exist??? Is he relevant? I used to attend church, but with all these questions around me that goes unanswered, i find it hard to accept the faith. When i was in church, i saw many people subjected to blind faith as well. This is scary. They don't question what they believe, they don't evaluate if its relevant, they just follow, as thought whatever the pastor said, is the word of God himself. What if the pastor is a devil in disguised here to mislead us???
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