anger sadness anger sadness...
what is this madness?

labouring emotions...
and just going through the motions...
will i ever find my happy potion?

I am morphing into such a horrible person,
soon no one will tolerate my nonsense.
when that day comes i will be all alone,
having no way where i can atone.

I am angry and sad,
worried and mad!
I close my eyes but cannot sleep.
I sit around and my thoughts run deep.

I tell myself that it is just me.
why don't i just let it be?
but deep right down i lack belief.
I hope that someday i can find relief!

I am just here to say my piece
I really do hope that its not just a tease.
But i know i am hard to please
and maybe till death will i finally find inner peace.l