exams are OVER!

WOOT!

Finally over... 12 days mad rush to the 4 papers in the exams is too much. I barely had 2 days to study my notes, do my remaining tutorials as well as past year exam papers. Its also the first time since year 1 that i actually went into exams not attempting any past year papers. So basically, the exam questions are the first time that i am tackling engineering problems without the aid of tutorial solutions.

Talk about living life on the edge....... ;)

What did i do immediately after my exams.??? No not sleep, i proceeded on to clean my room!!!! Its really becoming a pig's dent. Ha ha... the amount of dust that i sweeped up is damn alot.
Then i proceeded helping my dear write her cheatsheet. Actually she wrote liao. Then about 4 days before the exam, her lecturer emailed to the class and announced that the cheatsheet can only contain formulas and nothing else....

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FUCK LA.... ccb nb knnbccb........ !!!! What sorta nonsense is that. Seriously, if reallie like that shld have fucking say early right like before beginining of the reading week. Fuck that lecturer man..... stupid ass.... know how long she took to write that helpsheet not... took her 2.5 days..... and time is precious during exams period u know.... And yur paper is not the only fucking module she has.... and before yur fuck exam she got 1 more paper the day before as well...... FUCK U MAN. Better wake up your motherfucking idea...... And to that idiot who ask the lecturer what can be included in the cheatsheet. FUck u too... stupid ass .... u stupid cannot think right. This kinda question also can ask. Stupid fool.... maybe its jus yur FUCK UP genes...... u mother fucking cheesepie!!!!! pui~~~~~~~

Sorry.... too angry..... some of the lecturers in this so called worldclass used to be top20 now become top30 university really have no fucking brain to think properly one....... THis is one of the many classic examples......

okok

calm down......................................

relax..........................................................

phew......................................................................

Now??? I am a full time gunz player.... still at the noobish lvl8. Must quickly level up so tat at least can fight properly with radeoo and arrowhead. Fighting with them in gunz really tests my reflexes as well as the durability of the "w a s d and spacebar" keys on my keyboard man.... That is reallie too much. I am like trying to fight osama with a butter knife.

Now i am actually waiting for clarence and kenzo to play gunz so that i can frag them ;) woohoo.....
Gunz is so much better than gunbound. Gunbound is turn based..... slow la.... gunz much faster and more exciting.

View from my window in PGP. Pretty vegetated outside eh. Thankfully it doesn't bring in the mosquitoes as well......

My room is simply great. Its quiet. Its less dusty than my previous room. No sun ever shines directly into my room making it into a greenhouse.

Simply great.........




Not much of a view though....... But the greenary makes it refreshing in the early mornings.

But at night????

Everything is just pitch black outside.







Went out yesterday and watched this.......

Its a very nice show. Touching... ;-)

How often are we guilty of being so pre-occupied with work that we neglected the one we love?

Term paper....

Basically, the whole of today is dedicated to writing my damn term paper which supposely should be 5000 words long. Right now the current word count is 3876. Argh ... about 1000 words more to go. Writing is ok, organising tons of information and facts is not. And some of the internet resources are damn unreliable.... so what i am doing is verifying fact by fact and organising all the points into categories in order to write a more organised paper instead of a whole lump of shit that is nothing more than verbal diarrhoea.

Tip for writing such a long paper and not having mental block??? Easy... once u fuck it.... i mean really fuck it. Then everything comes. The clarity of thought comes and before u know it, you have added another 1000 more words. Ha ha... just wack first, then later read thru and edit again. At least you get something started.

damn busy

Haven got the time to blog recently.... got damn busy and tied up with work. Been staying in school for more than 14 hours on the average each day for the past week. Think that this has taken a toll me and i am feeling extremely tired these days and had trouble keeping myself awake withoug caffine. Ha.......

On the brighter side, managed to steal a few hours away to the Tango bar in Holland V. Not a bad place i might say, but i would rather chill out at Eski Bar. But it was too crowded then. Some other time perhaps. Its really nice to take a little break and have some drinks to chill. Yeah!!! Looking forward to catching a movie this wednesday. Its the Andy Lau movie.

Okok back to my books.......

sad....

Feeling disturbed and unsettled for the past week.... Work stress?? Personal problems??

Just hope that things will cool off after awhile. Think i shouldn't say anything for now. Combination of stress and anger could make things worst. Best to wait awhile....
I don't want to say the wrong things again..... I don't want to say things i do not mean when i am angry again.....

Wondered how many times things that i had said in a spate of anger have caused hurt to friends and love ones around me???

To the victims of my viscious tongue of anger, i offer my sincere apologies....

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